Looking Back
by Michael B. Clark

Some friends and I visited New York City in August 2003 to attend a Dark Shadows 20th Anniversary convention.  Dark Shadows was a daytime serial that ran on ABC from 1966 to 1971.

This was to be my 4th visit to the Big Apple, and my first since 9/11.

Everyone in my group knew that the trip would include a trek to "Ground Zero."  I was a bit nervous at this, not knowing exactly what the experience would be like.  I had visited the World Trade Center twice in the past, and had even visited the top floor observation deck.  Watching the events of 9/11 unfold on live television was very emotional for me, not only as an American, but also as someone who loved visiting New York City and held fond memories of the twin towers.

The second day of our trip, convention hosts sponsored a tour boat trip out of the South Street Seaport, in lower Manhattan.  After the trip, we walked over to Ground Zero.

As we approached the hallowed ground, my stomach turned summersaults.  I kept picturing the planes flying through the air as they attacked the towers.  Surrounded by skyscrapers, the city was so much bigger than it appeared on television.  I could only imagine the terror that gripped the city that day.  How it must have been several times greater than the fear the rest of us felt as we watched it on tv.

The first thing that caught my eye was what appeared to be a memorial tribute from the Port Authority NY & NJ Police.

While I expected the site to be a very somber place, I was quite surprised to see that it was almost like a street fair.  There were vendors set up everywhere selling World Trade Center souvenirs, American Flags, and New York City memorabilia.  And the place was crawling with tourists, from all over the world.  At the time, I felt a bit offended, but looking back now, I realize what a testament it was to the American spirit.  Life, freedom, and that uniquely American entrepreneurship, the very things that the terrorists were trying to obliterate, was flourishing, unabated.  I realize that this was the very best way to thumb our noses at the bastards that flew planes into our buildings and killed our citizens.













When I think of what life was like pre-9/11, it's so strange.  It seems like somehow life was simpler, different before 9/11.  I usually try not to think too much about it because so far in my life, that day remains one of the most terrifying I've seen.  It does not take much for those feelings to come forth all over again.

But it is so very important that we support our government in their attempts to protect us from Islamo Fascism or whatever you call it.  Whatever one's political persuasion, we must all stand together on this issue.

And so on the fifth anniversary of 9/11, we saw the first major theatrical release of a motion picture depicting that awful day.  

I approached the viewing of "Flight 93" with much dread.  While I wanted to know the complete story of the heroism that came
to symbolize that flight and its passengers, I knew watching the film would bring up all the terrible, sickening emotions that surround that infamous day, September 11, 2001.

I fully expected the film to be at least slightly tainted with hidden agendas, or even political correctness, but was relieved to not be able to detect any such nonsense.  From beginning to end, it seemed the director simply wanted to tell the story of that flight, and nothing more.

As the film began, I found myself wondering what my grandmother must have felt the first time she watched a Hollywood movie depicting another awful day that lives in infamy, December 7, 1941.  Did she have the emotional dread that I now felt?  Did she, as I was now, find herself pondering what she was doing at the time, as each chronological moment in the film unfolded?  We all know exactly where we were and what we were doing at these historical moments.  But to watch these moments play out in a film, and to know exactly what lay in store for the characters on the screen, is almost too much to bear. Especially when such an awful event as 9/11 is still so fresh in our collective, and individual memories.

By mid-way through the film, I was overwhelmed by hatred and disgust toward the monsters responsible for the tragedies of that day, but by the end of the film, I felt such a powerful sense of honor, respect, and patriotism.  For once the passengers realized that their flight was just a small piece of a much larger operation, they immediately knew what they must do.  Their task would require careful planning, teamwork, and most of all, courage.  They knew that to succeed, they would surely have to give up their own lives.  And in doing so, they would not only save countless other lives on the ground, but they would also be the very first victors in this, America's first great war of the twenty-first century, the war on terrorism.

And so I can whole-heartedly say that I am glad this film was made.  I am glad that Hollywood made a film that proclaims to the entire world that we Americans are a people who do not sit idly by and allow ourselves to be victimized.  We are a fighting people who stand up and defend what we believe in.  That is what makes America the unique and wonderful country she is.  

God Bless America!  We are and always will be the United States of America!







“The World Trade Center” starring Nicolas Cage, told the story of two Port Authority Police Officers who were trapped in the World Trade Center concourse level when the first tower collapsed.  As with “Flight 93”, this film concentrated on the basic human traits of courage and heroism, two themes that have come to symbolize that fateful day.

Unlike “Flight 93”, this film showed no terrorists, and amazingly enough, showed absolutely no airplanes, save for a brief and eerie shot where we see the shadow of a plane just before it slams into the first tower.

On the contrary, over half of the film takes place in “the hole”, the deep, jagged cavern deep below ground zero where the films two stars lay trapped for the better part of 24 hours.  If you suffer from claustrophobia, avoid this film.  We the viewers spend most of the film with these two terrified individuals, who are each pinned beneath the rubble, trapped helplessly, as debris continues to shift, and fall around them.  Each one has to come to terms with the very real possibility that they may die.  What is amazing about this film is that these two people have no idea what has really happened.  They don’t know the towers fell, and they don’t know we were attacked by terrorists.  They don’t even know both towers had been hit.  They still think that one plane accidentally flew into Tower 1.  As they struggle to stay alive, they rely heavily on memories of their family and friends to sustain them as long as possible.  

One aspect of the film that really touched me was the fact that an ex-marine from Connecticut, watching the events of 9/11 unfold on television, put his life on hold, re-enlisted with the Marines, donned his uniform, and went to New York, where he proceeded to ground zero to help find survivors.  It was he who found the trapped Port Authority Police Officers.

This truly is a film of courage, hope, and survival!



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